Happy Valentine’s Day

The Versatile Blogger Award…

Because i am so far behind on blogging…i recieved the Versatile Blogger Award, back in November, from Beneath the Rose thank you Rose.  i am getting to this now, better late than never.

So here are the rules…

If you are nominated, you’ve been awarded the Versatile Blogger award.

• Thank the person who gave you this award. That’s common courtesy.
• Include a link to their blog. That’s also common courtesy — if you can figure out how to do it.
• Next, select 15 blogs/bloggers that you’ve recently discovered or follow regularly.
• Nominate those 15 bloggers for the Versatile Blogger Award..
• Finally, tell the person who nominated you 7 things about yourself.

So now i have to select 15 bloggers…not sure who has already gotten this award…but here goes.

1.  Goes to someone i have been reading and chatting with for a long time…love you Cat.
2. i definately have to pick fellow blogger Brooke at puppy tales.  Seh left the blogging world for a while and was very missed by many…so glad she came back.
3. Someone else i have read for the longest time is kaya…love her sense of humor and how she handles her submission.
4. Then there is my longtime blogger friend impy…the variety of topics keeps her blog fresh.
5. Another blogger i have followed for many years…through her life changes is azra.
6. A new blog i started reading a few months ago…She belongs to you .
7. Another new read is vulnerable…she posts lots of pictures, but there is some good reading woven through them.
8. The world according to women…another new read.
9. Trinity pup…i have read her on and off…definately worth the read.

Well…i can only come up with 9.  i had so many bloggers i used to read, but are no longer blogging, they are missed

Ok, 7 things about me…

1. i am married…not to my owner.
2. i am making BIG changes this year to change #1.
3. i started my own painting/mural business last year.
4. i have 3 children.
5. i struggle trying to keep the “real” me hidden from those closest to me.
6. i am a Fetlife greeter
7. and the most important…i fell in love with my Owner 5 years ago…He is the one who sees me for me and loves me for it.

Welcome 2012…

A new year a new start…

 

Happy Holidays…

Going Strong

After 5 years together, we are still very much moving forward…still as close as we ever have been.  Two days before our 5 year anniversary, we had a session.  The past year for us has been tough, things happening on our private lives that need tending, keep us apart for weeks at a time…but we push forward and JB is my rock.  Anyway…i am sure you all get that…so moving on

On Tuesday, JB had taken the day out of work so we could have a session…something we both needed, more than either of us realized.  Getting ready for the session, i contemplated wearing heels and the leather corset, i tossed it around in my head almost the entire time i got ready.  When i got to the room, i decided against the corset and heels, opting to just be nude.  i waited there on my spot on the floor, bowing in reverence to JB, waiting for Him to arrive.  He came in, locked the door behind Himself…He walked over to me, stopping behind me.  Just stillness and silence, filled the room.

He stood there behind me, for what seems like a lifetime, then i heard it, the sound of His belt slipping through the loops.  He snapped it loud behind me, making me startle a little.  He swung it back and hit the cool skin of my ass.  The warmth from the strike came all at once.  He swung again before stopping and bending to my ear…whispering “you have been a good girl, so you deserve my belt today”.  When He whispers in my ear, my spine tingles…i shutter a little and the wetness between my legs, grows.

He walks away, returning with my collar, He locks it snuggly in place…around my neck.  He pulls me up onto my knees, by the ring hanging on the front of my collar.  He tells me “Get to it, show me how much you missed me.”  i fumble a little, with the button on His jeans…i pull Him free and quickly take Him into my mouth.    He twists His fingers into my hair, just holding the back of my head, He makes no attempt at changing my pace.  When He had enough He pulled me way, pushing me back to the floor.

We celebrated 5 years together…doing what we do…loving every minute of it.  So many thing happened that day, things i want to hold close to myself…i have had a hard time, the last few months, sharing what we do for each other.  But, i will be here, trying to get some of it out…i love coming back and re-reading what i have written…seeing the love and brutality all wound up together.

Celebrating 5 Years…

Today marks 5 years together.  It brings me back to the day we “met” online…collarme was the place.  We chatted online for a while, He gave me His cell number and told me i could call when i felt comfortable enough.  i chose to call Him that day…i had been wanting to hear the sound of His voice.  The phone conversations lasted a little while, until  we were both ready to finally meet.  On October 13, 2006 we met at Border’s
Bookstore…we sat in the chairs in the History section, we talked for quite some time, then we moved on to Wal-Mart, so i could get my errands done.  He followed me around the store, while i picked up a few things.  When we were done, we stood outside in the parking lot beside my van…it wasn’t long before He started to move in closer, stealing a kiss, running His hand up my skirt, lightly brushing my thigh with His finger tips.  He worked His way up to where my panties should have been…but i was without.  He asked if we could move into the van, for a little privacy…He was on me the minute i sat down, i didn’t do anything to stop what was about to happen…i wanted Him.  We have been together ever since…there it is, in a nutshell…lol.  JB is my rock, my missing half, He knows me better than anyone…He is so far in my head, that He knows what is going on in there, better than i do.

We did have a session this week…i will post about that later.

JB i love you, heart and soul

Sound Spanking

It has been a very long summer…we haven’t had time for a session.  Kids home from school, my working schedule and volunteer schedule as well…JB has been working off and on with side work in addition to His regular job.  We were both a little off…He knew my state of mind and couldn’t take care of me the day i had a meltdown.  i try hard not to let Him know how much i struggle with the time spans between sessions, because i know it stresses Him out as much as me.  But, Sunday i had a meltdown on the phone, i was home alone and so wanted Him to come by…He couldn’t…i of course couldn’t understand why and that made my state of mind much worse.

Monday, He came to see me.  We snuggled a little in our room…just laying there wrapped up in each other.  JB reached over lifted my skirt and rubbed me to orgasm…slowly…several times.  He got up and instructed me to rub another one out for Him.  He took off my public collar and replaced it with my play collar…locked tightly around my neck.  He told me to get on the floor and kneel facing the futon with my arms on the mattress.  He pulled my breasts out of my bra and blouse and put the clover clamps on my nipples.  He handed me the bullet vibe, and He slid one bullet into my cunt and the other into my hand, telling me to press it against my clit.  He told me to tell Him when i was close to cumming.

When i told Him “now” He struck me hard with the cane…over and over…changing from one cane to the next.  He bent and whispered in my ear “can I mark you today?” i nodded my head.  He told me to look Him in the eye and tell Him… “yes, Sir”…i said as i looked into His eyes.  That sparkle He has in His eyes…that one where i know i am in for a tough beating…showed through making me shiver in anticipation.

i think He used every beating implement we have in our room, on my ass.  He flogged and paddle and caned, my ass red-hot and welted.  He pulled my hand back so i could feel the heat and the welts.  He paused for a few minutes and asked me if i wanted more or if i had enough.  Being the greedy slut i am, i asked Him to  “please don’t stop”.  He went back to the cane, instructing me to cum again hitting me in time with my orgasm.  When i finally had enough, He asked me if i could take 5 more, just for Him… i said “yes, Sir”.  He warned me that they would be the harder than the ones i had already taken…and He took the vibe away.  i waited there on my knees for the first one…He counted them as He hit me…the last one was the hardest of the set.  i cried…not in pain but in relief…that freeing feeling i get when He hurts me…making the numbness that had grown over the last few months, go away.

He knelt behind me and fucked me…while i was still bent over the mattress.  He pulled away and told me to get on the bed…He slid back inside me and fucked me hard.  We had little time to come down from the impromptu session because the school bus would be there soon.  i spent the day Tuesday doing His laundry…all washed, dried and folded for Him…i missed doing that for Him as well.  i will see Him again this afternoon, when He comes by to pick up His clean clothing…i can’t wait!!!! 

Waiting…

School starts soon…we are hoping to have a back to school session…just not sure when.  It has been quite a while since we have had time for a session, my schedule has been a little busy, but now it is slower.  The usual things that happen when we haven’t had a session…happen.  It seems i am craving a bit…which will sometimes lead to getting in over my head.  My latest purchase speaks volumes to this “problem” i seem to have…lol.  JB got the package just yesterday…He was going to wait to open it, until we see eachother, but i insisted, so while talking on the phone, He opened the box.  The evil laugh i heard from the other side, made me realize i may have bitten off more than i could handle.  Then He made a comment about bells on the clamps…He said “when you thrash in pain the bells would ring”.  i am not allowed to move, so this should be interesting.  Anyway, here is a picture of what i ordered and sent to JB…what do you think???