Disappointing cunt…(part 1)

That is what JB called me. We had planned a session for today…He took time out of work to see me. We had been trying to get together for well over a month, but things kept coming up and changing our plans.

It takes me a couple of hours to prepare for a session…i have to plan out how much time i have, between the time the bus leaves and JB is due to arrive. Usually He arrives after 11am, but today, He was here at 10am. Normally, i have about 30 minutes, after getting ready, that i sit in the room, set up the toys…and prepare mentally. i was under the impression that He would be arriving around 10:30am…i was, however, mistaken. Needless to say, JB arrived, nothing was set up in the room…i was still at home, getting dressed…He stood there a good 10 minutes, waiting for me to finally get my ass in the room.

When i got up to the room, i walked in, quietly put the camera on the table. Part of the details JB gave me were, to wear my corset, stockings and pick a pair of heels…have everything set up on the table and wait for Him, as usual. JB was standing in the window, looking outside…quietly. i could tell by the way He was standing, i was in trouble. i quickly undressed, sat on the futon to put on my stockings…JB turned and asked “Why bother?” i pulled the stockings off and sat with my hands on my lap, with my eyes looking to the floor. The tone of His voice, told me He was far from pleased.

He told me to get on the floor…i knelt, facing the wall. “Get the stuff out, quickly!” i crawled over to the closet, as quickly as i could…pulled the toybox out…taking out the floggers and paddles, laying them on the table. JB picked up the red flogger…to flog me, while i set up the rest of the stuff. Telling me to move quicker. i pulled the spreader bars and nipple vise from the shelf and placed them on the floor, in front of the table. i quickly put the tray back in the box, leaving the small items alone…they are arranged neatly on the tray, for easy access.

When i had completed the task, He told me to lay on the floor, on my stomach, arms stretched out above my head and spread my legs, wide. He flogged me hard on the ass and cunt…until i was in tears…He switched off to the whip and continued whipping my cunt…hard. It stung, i wanted Him to stop, but i knew He would only stop when He was done. i was having trouble willing my legs to remain open…hoping He would stop. He asked, “Do you want me to stop?” i wanted to say no, but i couldn’t… “Yes, Sir, please.” i was crying…He said, “If i stop, it will have to continue elsewhere. Do you still want me to stop?” “Yes, Sir.” He continued to whip me…on the bottom of my feet…until i was crying harder…clenching my hands tightly…needing it to stop.

He knelt down by my head, pulled my hair and asking me why i was late, why i had made Him wait for me. All questions i couldn’t answer…my time was limited…this morning, i didn’t have enough time to get ready for Him. He asked me if i was angry with Him for punishing me…i said “No, Sir” He asked me if i was sure…still i was sure, i wasn’t angry at Him…i was upset with myself…i usually plan my preparation time, better…i had the time of His arrival wrong and couldn’t be ready before He got to the room.

He helped me off the floor…to kneel in front of Him, telling me to look at Him…i had a hard time meeting His gaze. He held my chin in His hand, forcing me to look at Him, to open my eyes. He said, “I got nothing out of hurting you this way.” “But, it had to be done.” “It was not how I wanted today to go, after all this time, not being together.” “It is done now…we can get on with our planned session.” He told me to write about it…telling me i was a “Disappointing cunt” today. He kissed and hugged me, before getting up, then handed me a water bottle and a kleenex.

~ by lc on November 14, 2007.