Red…

He drove by as i was walking to the room. i got undressed as quickly as possible…getting myself into position before He walked into the room. He stood looking down at me asking “is that the quickest you have gotten undressed?” with a giggle in His voice. He walked over and buckled on my collar and cuffs.

He reached over and rubbed my clit…telling me to cum. He pulled me up onto my knees and kissed me, telling me “not too hard today, I changed my mind.” He had told me when we planned this session, that He was going to make it a harsh one…something that would get me through the holidays. i was ready for Him to push me a bit, but i wasn’t ready for what was coming.

He pushed me back to the floor, on my hands and knees. He knelt in front of me telling to get to it. i quickly unbuckled His pants and sucked His cock. He stopped me, briefly to stand and allowed me to change to a more comfortable position, before telling me to continue. When He had enough He pushed me back to the floor. Telling me to crawl to the cross and face it…kneeling.

He stood behind me, i could hear Him opening a package…as He giggled to Himself. From our past little conversations, i had a very good idea what He had in His hands. He came over to me and attached my wrist cuffs to the bottom of the cross…then attached the spreader bar to my ankle cuffs…holding me spread open to the floor, on my hands and knees.

He picked up the new toy and showed it to me…a very large dildo…bouncing up and down in His hand…and that sadistic grin on His face. He giggled as He was telling me where He planned on using it on me. He placed it on the floor some where behind me and rubbed lube on my asshole and on my cunt. He pushed a finger in my ass and rubbed more lube in…pushing His finger in and out…quicker adding another, telling me to cum for Him.

i lowered myself to my elbows, so my face was resting on my forearm…ass in the air. He placed a pillow under each arm and the towels under my knees. He pushed the dildo in, slowly…before fucking me with it. He told me to cum when i felt it…not to hold it back. Over and over He fucked me just that much harder with it…giving me a minute to collect myself, before starting again. i came several times, before He gave me a break…so i could catch my breathe.

He continued to fuck me hard and fast with the dildo…but this time i had to beg to cum. He allowed me to cum…almost right away…but the next time, He made me wait just a bit longer. Several time He did this…making me beg and making me wait just a bit longer than the time before, until i was soaking the towels beneath me. He stopped again…allowing me to catch my breath. He released my wrists from the cross..so i could have a drink of water.

He told me this time i was to hold off cumming until He told me to cum. He fucked me harder and faster than before…i could feel it build, i started to beg. He told me not to dare cum, to hold it off until He granted permission. i could feel my body tense and tremble as it built higher. i was having a hard time holding it off…He finally told me to cum. Before i had come down from the orgasm, He started again…pushing past the climax He fucked me harder and deeper. He told me to hold off again…not to cum…to wait. i have never cum as hard as i did, when He finally told me to cum.

i could feel my body tremble harder…He kept up fucking me. Building me up again making me hold off. He told me to cum “NOW!” my voice was getting hoarse…my throat dry. i came harder than the last time. “One more” He said…as He fucked me harder still. After i came, He asked me if i wanted to stop…i begged “please stop, i can’t” He laughed telling me wrong word…and fucked me harder and faster…telling me to cum again. Not stopping He fucked me hard through the orgasm, i was pleading with Him to stop…between screams.

All you have to do is use your words…He fucked me hard…never stopping…the orgasms running into each other…i had no break between. My legs were wet…i could hear the wetness as He continued to fuck me…pulling one orgasm after another, from me. It started to hurt, i couldn’t hold them back to get a break…i cried…i said “RED!” as loud as i could manage and collapsed on the floor, when He pulled the dildo from me.

He held me as i cried…and He giggled telling me i had finally lost the last bit of control i was holding on to. He said i had lost that last little bit of pride, i held on to, too…never using my safeword. He leaned back against the cross…sitting on the floor and smiled at me…as i sobbed. The only thing i had going through my head, was i had somehow let Him down…that saying my safeword…i had somehow failed.

He held me again, telling me how proud He was of me, for finally letting it go. He had won…He got what He wanted from me and it was all over His face…the grin that stretched from ear to ear…to the glint in His eyes. He said “if that was all it took I would have gotten it sooner.”

He gave me a few minutes…telling me it wasn’t over just yet. He told me to chose, get it up the ass or fuck myself with it while He watched. i knelt there, still reeling…still beating myself up over using my safeword…now i had to chose what was next. In the state i was in, i couldn’t change gears that fast…He gave me exactly one minute to make up my mind…He counted it down…every five seconds. i couldn’t pick…i couldn’t concentrate…He kept counting down. i waited too long He choose for me…

He stood allowing me to get up off the floor and wake my feet…as He pulled open the futon. He place a towel across the side and the pillows against the wall. He told me to get on the futon. He tossed the dildo at me and to me to fuck myself to orgasm. He told me not to stop, until He was satisfied. He stood leaning against the cross…watching me…telling me to do it harder, faster. He picked up the camera and took a couple pictures…before telling me to stop.

He got undressed and told me to get into position…He was going to fuck my ass. He asked if i wanted a condom or if i wanted to feel Him…i choose no condom. He went slowly…allowing me to take Him all in. He fucked me slow and deep…until i was begging Him to fuck me harder. He told me to cum…between orgasms…i begged Him to not stop…to go harder. He laughed as He continued to fuck me until He came.

We cleaned up and cuddled under the blanket. We rested and talked…until time ran out.

~ by lc on December 22, 2008.