Going Strong

After 5 years together, we are still very much moving forward…still as close as we ever have been.  Two days before our 5 year anniversary, we had a session.  The past year for us has been tough, things happening on our private lives that need tending, keep us apart for weeks at a time…but we push forward and JB is my rock.  Anyway…i am sure you all get that…so moving on

On Tuesday, JB had taken the day out of work so we could have a session…something we both needed, more than either of us realized.  Getting ready for the session, i contemplated wearing heels and the leather corset, i tossed it around in my head almost the entire time i got ready.  When i got to the room, i decided against the corset and heels, opting to just be nude.  i waited there on my spot on the floor, bowing in reverence to JB, waiting for Him to arrive.  He came in, locked the door behind Himself…He walked over to me, stopping behind me.  Just stillness and silence, filled the room.

He stood there behind me, for what seems like a lifetime, then i heard it, the sound of His belt slipping through the loops.  He snapped it loud behind me, making me startle a little.  He swung it back and hit the cool skin of my ass.  The warmth from the strike came all at once.  He swung again before stopping and bending to my ear…whispering “you have been a good girl, so you deserve my belt today”.  When He whispers in my ear, my spine tingles…i shutter a little and the wetness between my legs, grows.

He walks away, returning with my collar, He locks it snuggly in place…around my neck.  He pulls me up onto my knees, by the ring hanging on the front of my collar.  He tells me “Get to it, show me how much you missed me.”  i fumble a little, with the button on His jeans…i pull Him free and quickly take Him into my mouth.    He twists His fingers into my hair, just holding the back of my head, He makes no attempt at changing my pace.  When He had enough He pulled me way, pushing me back to the floor.

We celebrated 5 years together…doing what we do…loving every minute of it.  So many thing happened that day, things i want to hold close to myself…i have had a hard time, the last few months, sharing what we do for each other.  But, i will be here, trying to get some of it out…i love coming back and re-reading what i have written…seeing the love and brutality all wound up together.

Celebrating 5 Years…

Today marks 5 years together.  It brings me back to the day we “met” online…collarme was the place.  We chatted online for a while, He gave me His cell number and told me i could call when i felt comfortable enough.  i chose to call Him that day…i had been wanting to hear the sound of His voice.  The phone conversations lasted a little while, until  we were both ready to finally meet.  On October 13, 2006 we met at Border’s
Bookstore…we sat in the chairs in the History section, we talked for quite some time, then we moved on to Wal-Mart, so i could get my errands done.  He followed me around the store, while i picked up a few things.  When we were done, we stood outside in the parking lot beside my van…it wasn’t long before He started to move in closer, stealing a kiss, running His hand up my skirt, lightly brushing my thigh with His finger tips.  He worked His way up to where my panties should have been…but i was without.  He asked if we could move into the van, for a little privacy…He was on me the minute i sat down, i didn’t do anything to stop what was about to happen…i wanted Him.  We have been together ever since…there it is, in a nutshell…lol.  JB is my rock, my missing half, He knows me better than anyone…He is so far in my head, that He knows what is going on in there, better than i do.

We did have a session this week…i will post about that later.

JB i love you, heart and soul

Sound Spanking

It has been a very long summer…we haven’t had time for a session.  Kids home from school, my working schedule and volunteer schedule as well…JB has been working off and on with side work in addition to His regular job.  We were both a little off…He knew my state of mind and couldn’t take care of me the day i had a meltdown.  i try hard not to let Him know how much i struggle with the time spans between sessions, because i know it stresses Him out as much as me.  But, Sunday i had a meltdown on the phone, i was home alone and so wanted Him to come by…He couldn’t…i of course couldn’t understand why and that made my state of mind much worse.

Monday, He came to see me.  We snuggled a little in our room…just laying there wrapped up in each other.  JB reached over lifted my skirt and rubbed me to orgasm…slowly…several times.  He got up and instructed me to rub another one out for Him.  He took off my public collar and replaced it with my play collar…locked tightly around my neck.  He told me to get on the floor and kneel facing the futon with my arms on the mattress.  He pulled my breasts out of my bra and blouse and put the clover clamps on my nipples.  He handed me the bullet vibe, and He slid one bullet into my cunt and the other into my hand, telling me to press it against my clit.  He told me to tell Him when i was close to cumming.

When i told Him “now” He struck me hard with the cane…over and over…changing from one cane to the next.  He bent and whispered in my ear “can I mark you today?” i nodded my head.  He told me to look Him in the eye and tell Him… “yes, Sir”…i said as i looked into His eyes.  That sparkle He has in His eyes…that one where i know i am in for a tough beating…showed through making me shiver in anticipation.

i think He used every beating implement we have in our room, on my ass.  He flogged and paddle and caned, my ass red-hot and welted.  He pulled my hand back so i could feel the heat and the welts.  He paused for a few minutes and asked me if i wanted more or if i had enough.  Being the greedy slut i am, i asked Him to  “please don’t stop”.  He went back to the cane, instructing me to cum again hitting me in time with my orgasm.  When i finally had enough, He asked me if i could take 5 more, just for Him… i said “yes, Sir”.  He warned me that they would be the harder than the ones i had already taken…and He took the vibe away.  i waited there on my knees for the first one…He counted them as He hit me…the last one was the hardest of the set.  i cried…not in pain but in relief…that freeing feeling i get when He hurts me…making the numbness that had grown over the last few months, go away.

He knelt behind me and fucked me…while i was still bent over the mattress.  He pulled away and told me to get on the bed…He slid back inside me and fucked me hard.  We had little time to come down from the impromptu session because the school bus would be there soon.  i spent the day Tuesday doing His laundry…all washed, dried and folded for Him…i missed doing that for Him as well.  i will see Him again this afternoon, when He comes by to pick up His clean clothing…i can’t wait!!!! 

Waiting…

School starts soon…we are hoping to have a back to school session…just not sure when.  It has been quite a while since we have had time for a session, my schedule has been a little busy, but now it is slower.  The usual things that happen when we haven’t had a session…happen.  It seems i am craving a bit…which will sometimes lead to getting in over my head.  My latest purchase speaks volumes to this “problem” i seem to have…lol.  JB got the package just yesterday…He was going to wait to open it, until we see eachother, but i insisted, so while talking on the phone, He opened the box.  The evil laugh i heard from the other side, made me realize i may have bitten off more than i could handle.  Then He made a comment about bells on the clamps…He said “when you thrash in pain the bells would ring”.  i am not allowed to move, so this should be interesting.  Anyway, here is a picture of what i ordered and sent to JB…what do you think???

Parking Lot Encounters…

With me working now, seeing JB is harder and harder…i hate not being able to just drop everything when He calls and tells me He is stopping by for  few minutes.  i haven’t even had the time to do His laundry and i miss doing that for Him.  But, this morning on my way to work…JB called me and said He would be at Home Depot…so i stopped to see Him on my way.

A kiss on the lips…my arms wrapped around His neck…i missed seeing His face…i could feel Him grow hard, pressing against me…a powerful feeling to be sure.  That after almost 5 years together, that i can still do that for Him…mhmmm…not to mention what He does to me   He sat in my truck, with His feet on the ground…and pulled me close.  He asked me “are you wet” …i giggled, i am always wet when He is around me…never fails, even happens when He calls me on the phone.  He told me to drop my pants to my knees…i protested as i unbuttoned them, telling Him “right here by the main drive?”  He gave me that “do as you are told” look…as He said, “just unbutton them”  with that glint in His eye.  i can’t really say no, beside not being my place to argue, i just can’t refuse Him anything He wants of me.

He slid His hand down my pants to confirm His suspisions…declaring me a wet slut…with a smile on His face.  He rubbed my clit, telling me to cum.  He pinched a nipple through my bra…frustrated by the padding He reached inside my shirt and pushed my bra up, and grabbed the nipple and pinched it again.  He told me to rub my cunt…He pinched and pulled my nipple, telling me to cum again, before turning His attention to the other nipple.

He looked around the parking lot and giggled, telling me that guy over there is getting a show.  i couldn’t see, i had taken off my glasses, but i thought He was just saying that to get a rise out of me.  He told me to stop after i had cum again…and He got out of my truck and turned me around to kiss me again.  He said “I wish I could bend you over right here.”  The bulge in His pants seemed bigger.  He walked over to His truck and sat down in the same position as He was in my truck…His door blocking the view from the parking lot.  He unzipped His pants as He was calling me over to Him.  He pulled His hard cock out of His pants and told me to bend over and take it in my mouth.  i again protested as i looked around for cars passing by and said “what if a child sees”  His answer was “sex education at Home Depot”.  i quickly bent over and took Him into my mouth…gagging as instructed, before He pulled me off.  He had a grin from ear to ear as He sent me on my way to work.

On my way out i noticed a man sitting in a maroon pickup truck, he watched me leave, never taking his eyes off my truck.  i half expected him to cal me my name and number are displayed on my truck for all to see…

The Video…

At some point before turning on the video camera, JB had me kneeling on the floor with my upper body on the futon.  He had placed the hitachi between the floor and my cunt, with it set on high.  He caned me for quite some time before rolling video, because, my ass was red and welted when the video started.  He started to speak louder, which should have been my first indication that He had started the camera, but to be quite honest, i was floating in and out of subspace and couldn’t put 1 and 2 together if asked.  He continued to cane me, telling me to cum…wanting me to cum when He wanted it and not to hold it back.

He stopped the hitachi for a second and told me to get onto the futon and kneel in the same way, but wanted my face to the mattress…to have better access to my welted ass.  He clipped the tens clamps to my cunt and caned me a bit longer.  He placed the hitachi back into the same position as it was in on the floor, only now the mattress held it tighter and closer than the floor had.  He turned it to the lower setting for a little while, and continued to cane me.  He wanted me to hold off cumming, which, at that point it was really hard to hold it off, the hitachi was held so tightly to my cunt and had been on so long that it was a near impossible feat.

He slid the tens probe into my ass, after He shot lube in there with the lube shooter…and turned it up quite high…but not as high as He has in the past.  He went back to caning my ass a little more…while i squirmed and shouted “ouch” several times.  He warned me to not move…not squirm around…He wanted (demanded) i stay still and take what He had to give me.  It was hard to just stay still while you are being beaten with a cane on a sore and welted ass.

He put the cane down and picked up the leather slapper and continued to beat my ass a few more times.  He turned up the tens unit on the plug and removed the clamps…He told me to tell Him when i was about to cum…while i was still cumming, mind you!  He delivered the last 5 hard strokes with the cane ending the hardest one at the time i came.  He removed the hitachi from its spot and turned off the tens and removed the plug.

While He was behind me, i could hear Him undressing and asking me to beg to be fucked in the ass…which really isn’t hard to beg for…not for me anyway.  He shot a bit more lube into my ass and stood behind me.  He told me to push back onto His cock…to take it if i really wanted it.  i pushed back and waited for Him to fuck me in the ass…He just stood there motionless for what seemed an eternity.

He started to fuck me oh so slowly…telling me to beg for it hard…like He knows i need it.  i beg, but not loud enough, He demanded i beg louder…when He was satisfied that i was loud enough He fucked me hard…slamming into my ass hard and deep…until i came once again.  He all at once pulled His cock from my asshole and told me to lay on my back.  He pulled my legs up and slid back into my asshole, fucking me hard and at the angle much deeper.  He kept the video running for a little longer, until He was about to cum Himself.  He came so hard and deep into my ass i could feel the force of it inside of me.

It wasn’t until He was finished fucking me that i realize He had the video camera running.  We laid together on the futon for a little while, while i came down from my high.  When we got dressed, i was told to watch the video, when i had the chance…to download it to the computer as well.  i did watch it, but haven’t figured out how to get it onto the computer with the software that came with the camera.  i will have to take some time in a few days to get that all figured out…then i can get it on His laptop as well.  If JB gives me permission i will load a smaller clip on Fetlife as well…it is a little more than 20 minutes long…too much for Fetlife.

Drought Over….

JB scheduled some time out of work…it has been months since we had a session, i have been going nutty as has JB.  He gave me more than enough time to get ready…which was nice in that i didn’t have to rush about.  i got to the room about 45 minutes before He was due to arrive.  i had time to dust a little and vaccuum the floor…and straighten out the futon a bit.  Then i sat and waited for the time to go by.  About, 10 minutes before He arrived, i undressed and knelt on the floor…i waited another 5 minutes or so before i lowered my forehead to the floor, the garage door opened, i heard Him climb the stairs…He locked the door behind Himself when He came in.

He stood there quiet…before walking around me, He checked to see if i was wet, with a quick swipe of His finger across my cunt.  He walk to the table and locked on my collar and cuffs.  He pulled me to my feet by the hair and locked on the ankle cuffs.  He turned me around facing the cross and clipped me to it.  He clipped the tens clamps to my nipples and turned it on…before rubbing my clit to orgasm.  He worked me over with the leather strap and spanked me with His open hand.  He asked me if i missed it…i had, so much, i missed more than the sessions, i missed Him…i miss He control…the sound of His voice whispering in my ear…His gifts of pain.

He turned me around facing Him and reattached me to the cross.  He clipped the tens clamps to my clit, but it promptly slipped right off…He said i was too slick… “such a whore” He said with a giggle in His voice.  He chose to clipped them to a “drier” spot…not that there was any dryness between my legs…at all.  He turned them up ever so slightly…just a little turn every few seconds. He slipped the probe into my cunt…turning the dial up on that one as well.   He saw me struggling to accept it…fighting the sharp pain in my cunt.  He pressed Himself against my body and spoke softly about accepting what i needed…what i had been waiting all this time for.  To accept who i was and not fight it so much.  He spoke until i relaxed and gave myself over to it…then all at once i came…He grinned at me…kissing me softly on the lips…telling me i was a good girl.

TO BE CONTINUED  (there is a little video i have to review before i finish…i just wanted to get something posted here, give me a few days…i am very sure it will be worth the wait.)